I couldn't resist the urge to write a journal.I've been away for awhile.
And I'm still inactive.
I'm just submitting work for URLs (:
Just thought I'd update about me.
I'm doing well.
Not great but, well.
I'm finally realizing something that I should have known. It's kind of stupid, really, but I'm not going to talk about it because it makes me sad.
Other than that, the past few months, my marks have gone up drastically, in fact, my marks have gone up about 10%, which is great, expessially with high school sneaking up on me in the next few months, it will be good to get in with a bit of back up.
I've finally figured out, that life's not fair, and I have to live with it.
I learned this the extremely hard way.
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Although, I am currently more confused than ever, and I'm not getting much support from my family, which I can understand since I complain way too much; I think.I've called wolf one too many times.
I'm really lonely, though. Hence the reason I'm writing this, and I've been painting all day in the basement by myself. It's kind of sad, really. I try to get through it, everyday, it's hard, but I'm trying to get the initiative to get off my butt and finally amount to something that someone will finally be proud of me for; because no matter how hard I try, how well I do, it's not enough.
I'm also sick of being someone I'm not in front of everyone.
I'm not an idiot,
I have common sense, I think critically, and I do weigh the pros and cons of every situation thrown at me. I know how to make sure what I choose is right. Sure, when I talk, I can't get the right words out, or the right context in order, but I do know what I'm talking about.
I'm starting to feel like everyone I love is parting away from me because of my mistakes. I don't want them to hate me, please don't hate me? I just want to be myself, help.
As I said, I'm confused.
And there's various other things pertaining to this also, but I won't mention them, because I would bore you all to death, which I'm sure I already have.
Just please,
nobody hate me,
please?
--Dee
That's my update for awhile.
Farewell.
Unheard
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